成长后的emo文

和以前一样没有长进 还是一样多愁善感，尤其到了夜晚时分，尤其是一个人躲着时。
我自以为这样的自己早就摆脱了 、
It just proves that deep down I'm still a hopeless, self-pity, super emotional girl.
当身边一切都变了 deep down I just feel sad.
人际关系 事务 的变化都在我身边放大
我开始感到不安、担心、难过……
只有自己一直愿意站在原点 不想改变

Will anybody ever understands me?
I think what makes me so depressive is that I'm alone. I felt so lonely and nobody understands me, and I can get nobody else to share with.
Again, this is what I mentioned: ADULTING.

身旁的朋友一个个会离开。最后你一定要适应stand alone.

最后大家也只是互相利益的关系吧。